new moon(暮光之城-新月英文版)-第51部分
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what this would do to
him？ And my brother？ Do you have any idea what Edward—〃
I cut her off then； as soon as she said his name。 I'd let her go on； even
after I realized the
misunderstanding she was under； just to hear the perfect bell tone of her
voice。 But it was time to
interrupt。
〃Alice； I wasn't mitting suicide。〃
She eyed me dubiously。 〃Are you saying you didn't jump off a cliff？〃
〃No； but〃 I grimaced。 〃It was for recreational purposes only。〃
Her expression hardened。
〃I'd seen some of Jacob's friends cliff diving；〃 I insisted。 〃It looked like
fun； and I was bored〃
She waited。
〃I didn't think about how the storm would affect the currents。 Actually； I
didn't think about the water
much at all。〃
Alice didn't buy it。 I could see that she still thought I had been trying to
kill myself。 I decided to redirect。
〃So if you saw me go in； why didn't you see Jacob？〃
She cocked her head to the side； distracted。
I continued。 〃It's true that I probably would have drowned if Jacob hadn't
jumped in after me。 Well；
okay； there's no probably about it。 But he did； and he pulled me out； and I
guess he towed me back to
shore； though I was kind of out for that part。 It couldn't have been more than
a minute that I was under
before he grabbed me。 How e you didn't see that？〃
She frowned in perplexity。 〃Someone pulled you out？〃
〃Yes。 Jacob saved me。〃
I watched curiously as an enigmatic range of emotions flitted across her face。
Something was bothering
her—her imperfect vision？ But I wasn't sure。 Then she deliberately leaned in
and sniffed my shoulder。
I froze。
〃Don't be ridiculous；〃 she muttered； sniffing at me some more。
〃What are you doing？〃
She ignored my question。 〃Who was with you out there just now？ It sounded like
you were arguing。〃
〃Jacob Black。 He's sort of my best friend； I guess。 At least； he was〃 I
thought of Jacob's angry；
betrayed face； and wondered what he was to me now。
Alice nodded； seeming preoccupied。
〃What？〃
〃I don't know；〃 she said。 〃I'm not sure what it means。〃
〃Well； I'm not dead； at least。〃
She rolled her eyes。 〃He was a fool to think you could survive alone。 I've
never seen anyone so prone to
life…threatening idiocy。〃
〃I survived；〃 I pointed out。
She was thinking of something else。 〃So； if the currents were too much for
you； how did this Jacob
manage？〃
〃Jacob is strong。〃
She heard the reluctance in my voice； and her eyebrows rose。
I gnawed on my lip for a second。 Was this a secret； or not？ And if it was；
then who was my greatest
allegiance to？ Jacob； or Alice？
It was too hard to keep secrets； I decided。 Jacob knew everything； why not
Alice； too？
〃See； well； he's sort of a werewolf；〃 I admitted in a rush。 〃The Quileutes
turn into wolves when there
are vampires around。 They know Carlisle from a long time ago。 Were you with
Carlisle back then？〃
Alice gawked at me for a moment； and then recovered herself； blinking rapidly。
〃Well； I guess that
explains the smell；〃 she muttered。 〃But does it explain what I didn't see？〃
She frowned； her porcelain
forehead creasing。
〃The smell？〃 I repeated。
〃You smell awful；〃 she said absently； still frowning。 〃A werewolf？ Are you
sure about that？〃
〃Very sure；〃 I promised； wincing as I remembered Paul and Jacob fighting in
the road。 〃I guess you
weren't with Carlisle the last time there were werewolves here in Forks？〃
〃No。 I hadn't found him yet。〃 Alice was still lost in thought。 Suddenly； her
eyes widened； and she turned
to stare at me with a shocked expression。 〃Your best friend is a werewolf？〃
I nodded sheepishly。
〃How long has this been going on？〃
〃Not long；〃 I said； my voice sounding defensive。 〃He's only been a werewolf
for just a few weeks。〃
She glowered at me。 〃A young werewolf？ Even worse！ Edward was right—you're a
magnet for danger。
Weren't you supposed to be staying out of trouble？〃
〃There's nothing wrong with werewolves；〃 I grumbled； stung by her critical
tone。
〃Until they lose their tempers。〃 She shook her head sharply from side to side。
〃Leave it to you； Bella。
Anyone else would be better off when the vampires left town。 But you have to
start hanging out with the
first monsters you can find。〃
I didn't want to argue with Alice—I was still trembling with joy that she was
really； truly here； that I could
touch her marble skin and hear her wind…chime voice—but she had it all wrong。
〃No； Alice； the vampires didn't really leave—not all of them； anyway。 That's
the whole trouble。 If it
weren't for the werewolves； Victoria would have gotten me by now。 Well； if it
weren't for Jake and his
friends； Laurent would have gotten me before she could； I guess； so—〃
〃Victoria？〃 she hissed。 〃Laurent？〃
I nodded； a teensy bit alarmed by the expression in her black eyes。 I pointed
at my chest。 〃Danger
magnet； remember？〃
She shook her head again。 〃Tell me everything—start at the beginning。〃
I glossed over the beginning； skipping the motorcycles and the voices； but
telling her everything else right
up to today's misadventure。 Alice didn't like my thin explanation about
boredom and the cliffs； so I
hurried on to the strange flame I'd seen on the water and what I thought it
meant。 Her eyes narrowed
almost to slits at that part。 It was strange to see her look so so dangerous
—like a vampire。 I
swallowed hard and went on with the rest about Harry。
She listened to my story without interrupting。 Occasionally； she would shake
her head； and the crease in
her forehead deepened until it looked like it was carved permanently into the
marble of her skin。 She
didn't speak and； finally； I fell quiet； struck again by the borrowed grief at
Harry's passing。 I thought of
Charlie； he would be home soon。 What condition would he be in？
〃Our leaving didn't do you any good at all； did it？〃 Alice murmured。
I laughed once—it was a slightly hysterical sound。 〃That was never the point；
though； was it？ It's not like
you left for my benefit。〃
Alice scowled at the floor for a moment。 〃Well I guess I acted impulsively
today。 I probably shouldn't
have intruded。〃
I could feel the blood draining from my face。 My stomach dropped。 〃Don't go；
Alice；〃 I whispered。 My
fingers locked around the collar of her white shirt and I began to
hyperventilate。 〃Please don't leave me。〃
Her eyes opened wider。 〃All right；〃 she said； enunciating each word with slow
precision。 〃I'm not going
anywhere tonight。 Take a deep breath。〃
I tried to obey； though I couldn't quite locate my lungs。
She watched my face while I concentrated on my breathing。 She waited till I
was calmer to ment。
〃You look like hell； Bella。〃
〃I drowned today；〃 I reminded her。
〃It goes deeper than that。 You're a mess。〃
I flinched。 〃Look； I'm doing my best。〃
〃What do you mean？〃
〃It hasn't been easy。 I'm working on it。〃
She frowned。 〃I told him；〃 she said to herself。
〃Alice；〃 I sighed。 〃What did you think you were going to find？ I mean； besides
me dead？ Did you expect
to find me skipping around and whistling show tunes？ You know me better than
that。〃
〃I do。 But I hoped。〃
〃Then I guess I don't have the corner on the idiocy market。〃
The phone rang。
〃That has to be Charlie；〃 I said； staggering to my feet。 I grabbed Alice's
stone hand and dragged her with
me to the kitchen。 I wasn't about to let her out of my sight。
〃Charlie？〃 I answered the phone。
〃No； it's me；〃 Jacob said。
〃Jake！〃
Alice scrutinized my expression。
〃Just making sure you were still alive；〃 Jacob said sourly。
〃I'm fine。 I told you that it wasn't—〃
〃Yeah。 I got it。 'Bye。〃
Jacob hung up on me。
I sighed and let my head hang back； staring at the ceiling。 〃That's going to
be a problem。〃
Alice squeezed my hand。 〃They aren't excited I'm here。〃
〃Not especially。 But it's none of their business anyway。〃
Alice put her arm around me。 〃So what do we do now？〃 she mused。 She seemed to
talk to herself for a
moment。 〃Things to do。 Loose ends to tie。〃
〃What things to do？〃
Her face was suddenly careful。 〃I don't know for sure I need to see
Carlisle。〃
Would she leave so soon？ My stomach dropped。
〃Could you stay？〃 I begged。 〃Please？ For just a little while。 I've missed you
so much。〃 My voice broke。
〃If you think that's a good idea。〃 Her eyes were unhappy。
〃I do。 You can stay here—Charlie would love that。〃
〃I have a house； Bella。〃
I nodded； disappointed but resigned。 She hesitated； studying me。
〃Well； I need to go get a suitcase of clothes； at the very least。〃
I threw my arms around her。 〃Alice； you're the best！〃
〃And I think I'll need to hunt。 Immediately；〃 she added in a strained voice。
〃Oops。〃 I took a step back。
〃Can you stay out of trouble for one hour？〃 she asked skeptically。 Then；
before I could answer； she held
up one finger and closed her eyes。 Her face went smooth and blank for a few
seconds。
And then her eyes opened and she answered her own question。 〃Yes； you'll be
fine。 For tonight；
anyway。〃 She grimaced。 Even making faces； she looked like an angel。
〃You'll e back？〃 I asked in a small voice。
〃I promise—one hour。〃
I glanced at the clock over the kitchen table。 She laughed and leaned in
quickly to kiss me on the cheek。
Then she was gone。
I took a deep breath。 Alice would be back。 I suddenly felt so much better。
I had plenty to do to keep myself busy while I waited。 A shower was definitely
first on the agenda。 I
sniffed my shoulders as I undressed； but I couldn't smell anything but the
brine and seaweed scent of the
ocean。 I wondered what Alice had meant about me smelling bad。
When I was cleaned up； I went back to the kitchen。 I couldn't see any signs
that Charlie 'lad eaten
recently； and he would probably be hungry when he got back。 I hummed
tunelessly to myself as I moved
around the kitchen。
While Thursday's casserole rotated in the microwave； I made up the couch with
sheets and an old pillow。
Alice wouldn't need it； but Charlie would need to see it。 I was careful not to
watch the clock。 There was
no reason to start myself panicking； Alice had promised。
I hurried through my dinner； not tasting it—just feeling the ache as it slid
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